My heart's agony

Never realized what i had,
till that last time, wen I had become sad..
Heard a voice , calling out to me,
looked around, but no-one I could see... 

Confused and tensed i searched around,
but that painful voice cud not be found..
Then i felt something, something from beneath me,
it was my heart it seems,
telling me to make it free...

Ask did i,what was wrong,
It said that it cant take it any long...
U cant leave me, i did say,
but it wanted to leave, come what may..

Curious was i to know the reason,
Because it was the one who'd support me all season..
Crying and yelling it called me out,
told me how i had hurt it a lot..

It said,
Why do you love,why do you hate,
its not you,who decides the fate,
why do u cry , cant u keep it dry,
its me who suffers,
how much ever I try..

Tired am i carrying all your load,
b'coz i cant see any end to dis road..
You have forgotten that  i am inside,
I am something that you cant keep aside,..

Wanted did I ,to share your pain,
something from which you would always gain,
but never have you,thought of me,
that in what situation I could be..

Hearing that::
Regret did i, about what I had done,
couldn't explain,b'coz reasons were none..
i felt too bad,b'coz it was my fault,
but decided did i , that it was time to halt..

Promising it ,i did tell,
that i was feeling worse than hell..
I told it sorry , and asked it to stay
please don't leave me and call it a day..

I'll be careful ,from now on,
b'coz all my problems forever will b gone,...

Smiling n cheerful i'll always b.,
wont let anything trouble me..

Okay it said, n told me it'll stay,
till the very end of ma day..

that day i realized,
that, there are many around,
people who might always surround,
but the one who will be always with me,
is my beautiful heart, which truly makes me  'ME'...